Met Gesh for a short while to return de library b0okz n den t0ok de train to meEt NaD n Merissa at Cine...where Nad was going to sing at K b0x. i simply luRve her voice man, but sad to say she did not get into the finalz...well her she went off pitch a little bit but overall she was greaT... Gal, remember that its de experience that counts. After Nad's performance, Me,Merissa,Nad, Nad's frends--->Geraldine, Ka kay zhi min went to heeren to walk arD. Haha, den guess wat, once again we ended up taking neo prints...Haha...dun noe why, but wenever my frends n i go out, we will definitely end up taking neo-prints n i dun think its addiction. Maybe its just de fact that we want to help the owner of the neo print shop earn more revenue. That isn't wrong rite??? we r kind-hearted people.LOL. Neway after taking neo print, we walked ard n den ended up at KFC n i ate cheese fries...Yum Yum.... Judith's bf sebastian saved our money wen he got de coupons from a stranger. Haha...de stranger must have been thinking that we must be mad people... After "lunch" at KFC, we went back to K box for de results...Though Nad did not get in, im proud 2 say that at least she was in de semi-finals. Go Nad!!! remember that u Rock. After that Merissa left to meet her frend n Nad,me n Nad's frends ended up at Far East... Found a pair of shoes that i liked.... But...*sob*sob*, that was de last pair n it WASN'T MY SIZE! Basically we walked ard n looked ard for shoes and rings n stuff... After that all of us left for de bus-stop as i was rushing h0me to go to "teKKa" with my family in my G0od-Father's Car. As i was rushing home from Far East, i had to walk pass Forum Shopping Mall to get to de Bus-Stop. As i was walking, i saw this indian guy looking at me.......the feeling was so uncomfortable man! At that moment, i told myself to look up n continue walking as if i didn't see him looking at me... But guess wat.......the moment i looked up....was de exact moment he looked at me again 2... N it was HIM. i was totally shocked.Shocked. He was with a gal...i assume its J_ey coz i have seen her b4 n also because of the fact that he broke my trust once coz of her... I can't be sure that it was him...but i feel n think that its him. Its not that i have anything for him or what, its just that at that point of time, de memories of 2 years of life just came rushing back like waves on de ocean. I called Ramesh n spoke to him.....he tried to calm me down n i felt better after toking to him. I simply truly honestly dun care about his affairs n whereabouts...i mean it.i SEriousLy Mean It. Once again, i hafta say that its memories that haunt me.Not him. Neway Thanx ramesh, for listening to me ramble away...n trying to tell me not to cry wen it didn't werk... But seriously thanx da...i appreciate it. : ) After i took de bus home.........my 2 aunts, mum,sis, my 2 cuz n my g0d-father went to Tekka... Went shopping n ended up in Sakuntala's for dinner. De food there was not great but it was alrite...better than some other places. Came home n watched the tamil movie "Baba" on Vasantham central while toking to my "asiriyar"....Muahahaha... After he kept down de fone, i continued to watch "Baba" until my eyes were nearly closing... Dozed off n i did not have a goo0d sleep...........coz i was thinking about de amount of memories in just a short span of time-2years. Well thats life i suppose......upz n downz n all...but well, im happier now den b4....................right n0w life rockz to de Max........Sch life n my social life is simply WoW!!! : ) Happy n contented with what i have..........so shadn't complain much ya. Neway i gotta go eat my BreaKfasT...........with Lotsa Lurve..............

At LasT iTz a FrIdaE...

Juz came home after a long long day at sch n of coz at CausewaY point too...Haha... shradha went on a shopping rampage n den we ended up in Popular b0okstore with Azim n Xiao Wei. MeeT Jez at "this Fashion" n den came h0me... At popular, i saw Sujith n it was g0od to see an ex-innovian esp one who knows Tanabal's character...Haha... Sujith is like so gifted in Drama...was realli impressed at our first drama session. Keep rocking DuDe...n remember that "ARTz" r0x big time.Hehe... m damn tired.Feeling energy-less...dun even think there is suchcha word, but do i care???NoPe. Gonna slack awhile & den Try to study or rather clear de mountain of homewerk thats been piling up... Got back my specimen racial riots paper...i scored a 21/25 n Mr Yeo was like so happy n impressed. But i guess that happiness will not last long coz wen he marks de next SBQ, he's gonna faint, coz i dun noe what i was talking about. Short n simple, i did not understand the sources. But m still happy though...coz its de first History assignment that i have gotten a High score for... : ) Gotta g0....
---------------------------------WiTh LoTsa LuRve -----------------------------------

Its a UsuaL Day...

Tamil was funnie today coz Tanabal was like using weird terms on certain students...Haha... "coconut tree" and some other trees...which im not sure off. Neway sch today was as usual. Tiring n i was feeling sleepy most of de time. Econs DRQ test was like...hmm no comments coz it was easier then de PC essay test. Well, for de DRQ test, i studied elasticity only n guess what...... FC n VC also came out...haiz... neway its over at last!!! All in all, it was a typical scho0L day...full of lessons n more homewerk................................................ Gotta go finish my othello context question

WitH lotsa luRve.....esp to Jezz...m missing you already Babe....

Y'dae nite i was like rushing tru GP homewerk and tried to study for History(sino-soviet rift)... the key word here is "TriEd". Well well i guess i didn't succeed. Neway y'dae i spoke to Ramesh a.k.a Mesh a.k.a "asiriyar"---->know he'll kill me wen he sees this.Hehe. Neway we were just talking about life n stuff....afTer talking to him, i tried to study history again...but well once again, nothing much went into my head. Went to bed after talking to gesh about de library books Mr Yeo wanted. Today sch was pretty much relax. There was nothing much. Tamil....Haiz.De language is ok but i feel that the Teacher is loading us with extra unnecessary werk... I gotta werk hard for tamil... i haf to. Drama was kinda fun. LiT lecture was also fun coz we watched the "Othello" movie. Iago's acting skills were like so WOW!!! Neway, after drama...i walked to de mrt station with Shradha n we were planning some "secret" stuff...Babe, u will knoe what im toking about. On de way, toked to RamesH and that asiriyar was having some problems with one of his files on his comp....He sent it to me n voiLa...it could be opened. haha....see my magic touch... : )

*Life...is a gift from God
Make the best out of it*

*Cherish the ones around You
Coz u''ll never know when they might be gone*


Before i gO....................i wanna say something to Shradha---> Jc life is tough babe. i know. But we will make it through...We gonna werk haRd n somehow make it to Uni. We can do it. Have de faith,hope n confidence in urself...


WiTh loTsa LuRve..................Muackz

SeLF-DeCLaRed PuBliC HoliDaY(LoL) : )

Its a Public holdiay for me...haha.m dreaming as usual. Didn't go to sch
today coz im feeling sick. Before going to see de Doc, felt like updating
my Blog...actually not much updates...haha. Sanjeev is back from KL n he was so sick that
i couldn't understand what he was saying. Poor guy. People take food b4 they
consume panadol, but that ikan bilis happily ate his panadol and was about to take
dinner after that. WeiRd guy!!! : ) i've got lots to accomplish today.
Lotsa homewerk.Haiz.Its all piling up and im going nutz. Bryan might be meeting me for lunch later n he promised to buy me Ice-Cream n chocolates if im feeling better.Haha.Great rite???im feeling better already = ) . My dear chin chye is msging me...she's also not in sch. Haha. Poh Chin chye's UNITE!!!Actually,im missing school already.But im definitely not missing tamil lessons ; ) Speaking about tamil, i have yet to complete the tamil project and i have to do it by 2day...

People ard me r asking about you...Carol wants US to be there for her b'dae party. But i told her that "we aren't together anymore". It wasn't that difficult for me to speak those words. Before, it was much worse.Boy, im realli glad that "US" is over. We weren't meant to be. We were never meant to be. Life still has to go on no matter what and though "US" has ended, the memories are still very much alive. Im just hoping that u r HaPpY in every single possible way...

Sometimes, God makes us go through so much because he wants us to value what we have and also because he wants us to know that e simplest things in life can also bring greaT haPpiNess. Let us all treasure what we have...treasure the people ard us.Treasure the simplest things in life. So this is for all my close frends----> I TREASURE U!!! U guys RawK my w0rLd.

Gonna see de Doc n0w....
WiTh Lotsa Lurve,,,

M having cramps now...ArgHHH!!!de pain is terrible n i dun have de energy to do my werk...but i dun have a choice. Might not go to sch t0m0r0w coz de pain is reali terrible and im having a slight fever. Hope i get better coz i can't afford to miss History and Econs. Jezz will be flying off s0on n Life without her is gonna be BORING!!! i mean seriously BORING!!! Well,i also noe that she can't bear to leave me n de group of monkeys. Life with them is FUN.Without them...hmmm....life would be like Maths lecture. Haha.Jezz would noe what im toking abt. History test is like t0m0r0w n i understand nothing about the topic.Nothing at all. ArgHHH...im going nutz. Seriously going nuTz. Feel like ZZzzZZzzZzz..............buT i CAN'T n its all coz of the loads of homewerk that i have to do. ARGHHH. Neway Bryan wanted me to write something on Life....so Here it Goes....

Life is a journey...with the sudden turns and twists. Some push on while some give up. The ones who push on are de ones who have true strength in dem and this is de very strength that will push them towards SuCCeSS. Life was never easy n most of us always say that Some people have easy lives coz they are rich,pretty,happy family n yada yada yada...But i beg to differ. Life may be easy for them...BuT the bottom line and de true fact is that--->will they survive when everything is taken away from them??? Think about it. Life is about being urself and being HAPPY about being urself. But many is this world are not happy with the way they r are & thus they start pretending. Wat's the point of pretending and lying to urself when one day, The TRUTH will be thrown back at you??? Life was never a bed of roses n its up to us to make de difference in our lives...firstly, by learning to love ourselves and then start to learn to love others as well. Life may not be easy people...but remember u have to either push on or just give up & die. Life is a battle.Fight It... With LOvE...

Today's PW workshop was not as bad as i expected. Was actually kinda fun & enriching coz i managed to get a feel or rather a rough idea of what de written report should contain. Judith,Cheng Teng,Shrada n i were like completing the ABC's of frendship. While Pei chi was like drawing frogs after frogs on my poor hand.Haha.BUt actually that gal is quite talented in Art. Judith n i were so in "love" with one another that we ended up writing each another's name on our hands.Haha. DX was sleeping.Haiz,that boy claims to be listening while sleeping.Is there such a thing as effective listening while sleeping?i doubt so. Had Macdonald's breakfast on de way to S'pore Sports Sch n azim n i were like rushing tru our f0od.eating like we have never seen f0od in like 10 years. Nigel was basically a crackhead during de break. Hmm, maybe we should send him to woodbridge. He was like so generous in giving people biscuits... but then again,i have to point out de fact that,those biscuits were mine n that monkey was showing everyone that he is Mr Nice guy.Haha.BUt then again, he,azim n shrada r nice people. after de werkshop-->Azim,Nigel,Shrada,Xiao Hui n i went to causeway n i helped Xiao Hui to choose de materials for de b'dae card for her frend. After Nigel left, we went to Mac--->ate ice creams n french fries while crapping de time away. All in all, though my Sat was like nearly g0ne without rest, i can say that it was quite enjoyable t0o...Relief from stress for at least awhile. m s0o tired n simply feel like sleeping. Gonna slack for awhile m0re n then its strictly off to bed for me c0z i dun wanna be tired t0m0r0w when i'm doing the loads of werk that's due on MONDAY. Was watching de debate on central just now.Cedar VS St Thresa's n Cedar won. The GOH Dr Vivian Balakrishnan reminded me of Dappi.Dun noe why,maybe its de smile i think. Neway i gtg...WiTh LotSa Lurve...lOve ya people Esp Jezz...its gonna be hard when u leave.Tears will definitely flow.Im gonna miss YOu. But nothing can ever break this frendship apart... : )

MucH AwaiTed UpdaTez...

This Is GoNna Be my New BloG...De one from FrenDsTer suCkz. : ) Neway i've got lots to blog about and here it goes--> "this is home truly,where i know i must be" the lines of the song that i should have been singing at Padang during S'pore's 4oth B'dae. But guess waT,i was there at like 4pm and before de actual parade could start, Dappi and i left coz we couldn't take the heat. i was feeling so uncomfortable and sticky. Well well i realli wanna go again next year and waTCH De whoLe NDP thingy.N wen i go next year...the first thing that will go into my bag will be a biG RED UmBreLLa...to shelter me from de suN n yeT aT de same time-->show my love for S'pore. Hmm that day was like e first day i also saw dappi (dharshanth)...dun kill me if u read this n i noe u will. haha. im used to using the "dappi" word on all my frends.haha.See wat influence can do.Haha. Neway on de overall...NDP was not NDP at all coz i LEFT. My frends esp Jezz...was so upset that i left. Basically she said that if i just wanted the goodie bag,i should have given her de tickets and she would have gladly gone and not LEFT like i did.But the fact is,i never went coz of that Goodie bag!!! i went coz i wanted to go!!! Never mind babe.we'll go next year together with the monkeys and if possible my sch frends...if i do manage to get tickets for all of us that is. Sch's like so stressful now,lotsa homewerk n extra classes. That's life in a JC i guess.i chose it.So can't complain rite? Met up wiTh Shan(one of my bestest buddies) and basically we ended up crapping and did lotsa talking t0 catch up with one another. Before meeting Shan, i was at Suntec with Nadz,the booty shaking gal(u noe who u r :)...dun get angry ok??? u r simply SexY : ), bernedette,Serina, Judith and her BF...After the singing audition...bernedette,merisa,nadz n i went for like late lunch n early dinner...Bernedette went home n the 3 of us ended up in TaKa with the intention of buying jeans.But guess wat, all of us ended up with nothing. Wanted to take stupid fotos with the stooopid caps and hats that were in de shop...but haha...de saleslady caught us. Major embarrassing!!! Therefore we ended up taking neoprints at HeeRen! All in all was a fun day...with my A23 bunch and also coz i was able to catch up with Shan. He is simply of my frends whom i treasure. Thanx for being there when i needed ya buddy. The min i saw him, i was like...haha can remember de "o" level days??? Shradha n i are like close...hmm...never expected to end up in de same class as her. But guess wat...we did.n if u ask her why, she'll simply say-->"its all fate" n i kinda agree with her. We r going to push one another...we have to do our best & we WILL DO OUR BEST. right shradha??? t0m0r0w got some kind of PW workshop at the S'pore sports sch n im like so tired already...practically 3/4 dead. Its gonna start like at about 8pluz in de morning n end at at about 5 in de evening. ArgHHH!!! well well, its all for my own g0od. Haiz. Lotsa homewerk for de weekend again. Hmm, wat weekend do i have anyway??? got the PW thingy and homwerk to do....so yeah, wat weekend??? once again, tats life in a JC i guess. Hope it doesn't get worse...but i noe it will. Argued with DaD...he n i never got along n i wanna thank Sanjeev for listening to my shortly last week...Jezz u made me feel better.Thanx gal. u simply rock! TaT's all for now i guess, m pretty tired and i wanna finish tat LaTest Harry PoTTer b0ok b4 i go to bed. By de Way,de fotos here are de one taken at Heern LasT Sat after "shopping" at TaKa. WiTh Lotsa LuRve...