SCF.Silver paint.CNY.Homwerk.

The CNY holiday was actually quite a few days and i told myself that no matter what, i'll complete my homewerk.even if it kills me.But as usual(no surprises there) i did not even finish anything proper unless u count the poem analysis by Miss Baey which was due last Friday and 1 history summary which was due the week before last weekGreat,i am never going to stop being lazy. Arghhh!!!!!!!!!! I so terribly hate rushing through homewerk last min. Neway enough of my grumblings coz nothing can be done, except for me to stop procastinating and go and attempt to do something related to clearing that long list of overdued homewerk.

Now now, for more fun stuff! Updates about my CNY holiday!Heheh!
School on Fri was good.The concert wasn't that bad. Slacked at CWP with Serena n Gwendi for awhile before we had a mini deep conversation before we left for home.Ahem! Sometimes its an issue of mind over matter. Serena feels that if a certain sum1 and i have a certain something, we should just get together instead of me being wanting to be independent all the time. What she said made sense, but only to a certain extent.I can't afford to lose that friendship should things go wrong in our relationship. Well, now its just me and my 'A's. For now, Gwen n i share the same plan(inside joke).

On Saturday, i ended up at my aunt's place in CCK where i had food, oh more glorious food.I'm turning out to be such a greedy pig each passing day.But do i like give a damn about eating alot??? Honestly, not really! AS long as Gwen n I are together, its just food and more food baby.HeheH.
After dinner, i came home kinda late and basically slacked about till abt 4am coz i just couldn't sleep as usual. Sunday came and went by like a breeze.I spent the day reading, reading and more reading. Reading is like a great way to escape from reality, its better than alcohol,coz there aren't any wasted nights. But once again, alcohol rules too.Especially if u have great company like Bry and Co who are great drinking buddies coz they never seem to get drunk.i love u guys loads.Neway back to the topic of how i spent my CNY holidays : )

On Sat, Serena asked me if i wanted to go to de beach on Mon and i was undecided coz i promised Sanjeev Swensens.Ultimately in the end, i went to the beach with Gwen,Serena, Jud and Jud's BF.Was still kinda sick.All that flame stuck down my throat.But still i had fun.Took neoprints at Northpoint after which we headed to Sembawang beach.We shared a bacardi.Just for the fun of it. Serena's mum makes great BBQ chicken wings and im still attempting to find de secret ingredient. Took lotsa pics which will be uploaded later.Neway Jud's camera dropped after Geraldine helped us to take a photo. The side of the digi became dented and the paint was like coming out abit.The damage was obvious and thus the SCF went on a major quest for silver marker to paint back the chipped part of the digi cam. From sembawang beach, we took a cab down to sembawang shopping centre.Most of the shops were closed and we had no choice but to look high n low for silver paint in Giant. Our efforts went wasted though we tried to cover the chipped part by using some car thingy found at Giant. Having left without much of a choice, we took 2 cabs down to Jud's place. There i was like squeezing Gwen n pushing Serena in front of me coz of Jud's dog.lol.was a funny scene. Thank god there weren't any pics of my expression at that point of time.lol. Had lotsa stuff to eat and there was SUSHI!!!!!!!! dun drool kk? played taboo and yakked quite a bit. Jud and Sebast ended up at my place after that, coz i had to take my homewerk n clothes.They made Gwen jealous by taking pictures with my baby bro.haha.Den Jud n i proceeded to Gwen's house where we ate, yakked,did overdued homewerk abit and den Jud went to sleep. Gwen and i continued with our werk till our eyes couldn't take it anymore. But still we had a long, deep, lovely, thought provoking conversation.Remember our plan ok gwendi??? We went to bed at 5am+ and i woke up at 7am.Forced myself to sleep again and i woke up at 8, after which i woke Jud and she woke Gwen in turn. Had breakfast with Gwendi's family and we just yakked and joked.Damn fun.I like. All that talk about horoscopes to weight to school to food and sneak-ins.So random.So mucha memories. We slacked for awhile more before Jud and i left for home. I cancelled Iris's tuition coz i was too tired. Ended up at habourfront.Den in TB and finally back home where i slept for at least an hour plus. Now, im just blogging away though the load of homewerk on my table's scaring me.


Though i din't manage to finish all my homwerk, CNY holidays were GREAT with my SCF!!!!!!!! (inside joke) : ) Now its back to slacking for awhile more before i get down to econs. With lotsa love.

When i was younger, i always wanted to know why things happened the way they did. I always questioned my parents, God and myself.The answer never came. Right now i realise that its best to live first then question later. Right Gwen?lol. Haiz: ) , wanted to blog about lotsa stuff today, but guess what?????????i'm going to de beach with the gals. Blog later. lotsa lurve......

She hides her pain,
Under all those perfected practiced smiles
She dances through the dark night
Beneath the scattered stars
She sings softly
While the rain pours down
She closes her eyes
With only sweet memories flooding her mind.

Something's bothering me and each time i think about it,i fall & i fall hard.
Its bringing me down, down to the dark endless tunnel where i get lost and confusion colours my mind.
Where everything that seemed so right was actually wrong to even begin with.
It feels like i'm walking down this long road, where memories just come swirling in.
I feel lost and emptyness fills me to the brim.


Just spoke to Kunal abt some stuff thats bothering me Big time.Thanx for listening.U made my day Big Time!Now, gonna call shan.BYE!

Life has to go on...

Grandfather's in hospital and family members r in a difficult situation where they are simply not sure if its worth taking the risk by letting him undergo another operation. Death is inevitable and this is a fact that no one can change. The thought of sitting for my A's scares me but yet i can't wait for it to be over.I know that I'm contradicting myself but thats just how im feeling right now.My grandfather has always been telling me that he can't wait to see me in Uni but he's afraid that he might not live that long. Each time he says that, disappointment seeps into me and i sink into utter depression. Instead of procastinating, i should be doing something about it.


Just like what Gwen said, hopefully this silly stupid msunderstanding will strengthen our friendship.And i know it will. Life's too short for regrets and No 1's perfect, so the best thing to do would be to forgive and forget. Coz i know that Gwen loves me to much to live without my presence.hahaz. Misunderstandings are part and parcel of life but they should not become our life coz life is simply too short for grudges :)


Nadd tagged me, so here it goes...

In no particular order, list down 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see at school, 2 teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.

1) Siva(aussie)
2) Shradha
3) Gwen
4) Judith
5) Sanjeev
6) Kapil
7) Shan
8) Serena
9) Miss Vyna
10) Jillene
11) Mr Yeo
12) Ruthra
13) Ran
14) Shima
15) Jay

So what do you think about number 4?
She ROCKS!My late night crapping pardner: )

What would you do if number 15 slapped you on de face?
He wouldn't i hope : )N if he did i swear i wouldn't be standing still doing nothing.

How nice is number 6?
Nice would be an understatement coz he's practically nice every sec.

On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.
He's cute.He's adorable.And he's nice.Definitely an 8.

Would you ever fall for number 11?
WAT???????Like Hello? i don't have de habit of falling in love with my teacher!

Honestly if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?
I would cry and maybe crying is an understatement coz i wouldn't want to lose a frend like her.

What sport would you play with number 12?
Soccer,though i would definitely lose...hahaz.

What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
I will be like, great for ya buddy, so i guess its adoption for ya then.lol.

Do you hate number 9?
ABSOLUTELY NOT!!! She's just so lovable, understanding and approachable.My saviour when im down. : )

How much do u like number 2?
"Like" is not a good word coz love in friendship cannot be measured. : )

Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
Haha.The world would be on fire.

Would 14 one day kill you?
Maybe, coz i haven been catching up with her...

Who do u like more? 3 or 10?
Aha...10's great but im closer to 3.Again, "like" is an understatement!

Get 5 people to do this thing.
Gwen.Shradha.Kapil.Serena.Euphemia.

Looking Forward

New Year's Eve was BlasTingly Bombastic with Euphe and de rest. GetdeFunkOut wasn't too bad.I expected it to be worse.But then again, nothing beats the company i had on dat day. No doubt i was tired and toxicated with alcohol courtesy of Bry,Shal,Euphe and Bala. But seriously it was a wonderfully fantabulous day out. In de morning i was at Shal's place in Ecp waiting for that idiotic *forever late* Bryan to arrive. This time he beat the record. He was late for exactly 4hours and 46mins. Wad de hell right? Being the nice people we were, shal n i decided to let him off just because it was New Year's Eve or else he would have been a couple of hundreds poorer!!! haha. Neway de party at Shal's place was definitely de Highlight of de day besides Bala's party at Mohamed Sultan. Friendship's about making time for one another. People change.And i guess so do i.Thats life.But if Bry can make it for the party though he's freaking busy helping dad and all, i dun understand why the rest could not turn up. Could it be that that they were not bothered or maybe im just being too paranoid. But missing all the gatherings and i repeat ALL the gatherings just points out de fact that some are moving away. Those who were present just point out the fact that this bond among us is something that they treasure. Well, no 1's perfect and i guess that people tend to move away even though i stubbornly refuse to admit that to Shal. Well, thanx a million Shal for Hosting a wonderful & not forgetting Yummalicious New Year's Eve party. Bry, thanx for ur countless advices though most of them were useless.LoL. But nevertheless, thanx for lending a listening ear. 2006 and its time for new memories, new challenges. Time to venture forth with a strength never seen before. Time to push on with determination. And most of all, time to STOP BEING LAZY!!!

Changes
Changes happen everyday
In oh so many ways
Some for good and some for bad
And you don't have a say

For it is this thing called life
Over which we have no control
But people often think they do
By making things called goals

But life goes the way it wants to
While we are making other plans
And change in life is certain
Coz it's all part of de master plan

For we would stagnate and die
If change did not exist
So just do de best you can
As through your life your whisked
(written by Bry.Shal.Ben.Jeev.Me)