love.love.

Ok.Ok.I admit I am lazy.Simply too tired to even update my blog. SMUN 2006 wasn't bad at all. In actuality, it was GREAT. Had superly greatly funnily memories and moments with my fellow innovians and other peeps.Short and sweet...FANTABULOUS!it was one of the best conferences that I've have ever attended...Seriously,i went there without much of a hope.But,i was wrong.Totally wrong. The peeps from WHO made it all possible.Not forgetting my fellow J2's (Gwen,Kai Li & Judith) who were with me throughout.To the J1's, it was a great time getting to know you guys better.

.expectations.

Maybe its because I expect too much.Or.Maybe its because you can't keep your word.Hope has always been the first step leading towards disappointment.Is it wrong to always want the best for you?Is it wrong to stop you from getting hurt?Is it wrong to keep you from falling further? Tell me my friend.Tell me.I want the best for you. I want to stop you from getting hurt. I want you to pick yourself up and have the will to live life for yourself again.So, tell me my friend, what should I do?Should I expect less or should I believe in you?Tell me my friend.I just want the best for you. I know, no one will understand what you are going through because we are simply not in your shoes. But, remember what i told you my dear, when you hurt yourself, you hurt the people around you.The people who love you, the people who care about your happiness...So tell me now my friend...what should I do? Should I expect less or should I believe in you?