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And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest thing to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

*i remember singing this song with Bry,Shal and the rest.Some songs have this effect of bringing me back into the past where i was always happy even though things were not going the way i wanted them too.Wouldn't life be perfect if things keep going the way we want them too? I have pondered about that and honestly if things went the way i want them too esp in the past,i wouldn't be the carefree person that i am right now.i'm not exactly sure on what is the purpose of this entry but short to say i'm rather confused or maybe confused is not the right word to describe the swirling emotions that i have within me."When everything seems like the movies,Yeah you bleed just to know your alive"

Undecided

Everyone's apply for Uni and I guess im gonna leave it to the last minute because too many thoughts are swimming in my head.I'm pretty confused but i suppose i'll just let things fall into place and hopefully everything will be fine like what my ntu friend(k) keeps saying.Thanks a million for the long talk on the day before the results and also for constantly encouraging me.everthing is much appreciated :) study hard ok?exams around the corner.Went for SIM open house y'dae with Kai Li,Pei Chi, Lindsay, Gwen and Cheryl.Realised that im interested in alot of courses but the sad thing is that courses under SIM uni is catered to working adults and hence is part-time only.But the food there was cheap and nice :)haha. After SIM,Pei Chi came over.Slacked for awhile and went to tiong bahru to watch The Pursuit of Happyness with sister and Pei Chi. Pei Chi lost $48 by the way and for those kaypohs who wanna know why/how call me or her ok?coz the story is kinda long.lol.anyways,just wanna say thanks a million to all the peeps who have been giving me sound advice and motivation to pursue my dreams.love ya lots :)

To B2: miss ya too,don't play too much mahjong ok?




"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did so. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover"-Mark Twain-

a short update

Its been months since i've blogged.About 8 months plus to be more exact.The A levels was shitty and it was especially so for the history paper i personally feel.But well,results will be out tomorrow and there's nothing much or rather NOTHING more that i can do now to save myself.As for updates as to what i've been doing after A's,I've been working for Nokia as a customer executive officer someone who is in charge of handling customer relations.Its been a great few months,made a couple of extremely good friends,people whom i'll treasure that i'm sure.Yesterday was my last official day at work, and hence to celebrate the friendship that was forged among all of us,there was a party at MOS.No doubt the work was somewhat tiring and some customers were bitchy but it was a experience that i would never forget.I've learnt alot,both good and bad.Just before i go,some pictures of the people who've made my day in one way or another for the past few months,and also some pictures of what i've been up to after the A's.anyways good luck to all those getting results tomorrow :) with love.






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