love.love.

Ok.Ok.I admit I am lazy.Simply too tired to even update my blog. SMUN 2006 wasn't bad at all. In actuality, it was GREAT. Had superly greatly funnily memories and moments with my fellow innovians and other peeps.Short and sweet...FANTABULOUS!it was one of the best conferences that I've have ever attended...Seriously,i went there without much of a hope.But,i was wrong.Totally wrong. The peeps from WHO made it all possible.Not forgetting my fellow J2's (Gwen,Kai Li & Judith) who were with me throughout.To the J1's, it was a great time getting to know you guys better.

.expectations.

Maybe its because I expect too much.Or.Maybe its because you can't keep your word.Hope has always been the first step leading towards disappointment.Is it wrong to always want the best for you?Is it wrong to stop you from getting hurt?Is it wrong to keep you from falling further? Tell me my friend.Tell me.I want the best for you. I want to stop you from getting hurt. I want you to pick yourself up and have the will to live life for yourself again.So, tell me my friend, what should I do?Should I expect less or should I believe in you?Tell me my friend.I just want the best for you. I know, no one will understand what you are going through because we are simply not in your shoes. But, remember what i told you my dear, when you hurt yourself, you hurt the people around you.The people who love you, the people who care about your happiness...So tell me now my friend...what should I do? Should I expect less or should I believe in you?

STRESSED

This update is LONG overdue.Right Gwen?????haha. Well for starters, let me start with the week before this. Last week, on Friday(Sports Day) I think,Gwen and I went to the Woodlands Regional Library to do some research for our Country.Mind you,for now,we aren't talking about Singapore.If only it was Singapore, life would be so blissful.We are now delegates of South Africa and it has given us so much troublesproblemsheadachesstress that i just feel like dissolving the nation.Im serious.Ok wait, im going out of point here.Well, before we went up to the 2nd level of the Library, we passed a science exhibition.Being the curious KIDS we were, we started playing with all the exhibits. After a while, we ended up at the hexagon puzzle booth.This is where we have to put various shapes of all sizes together in a constricted space to form a hexagon.It was fun.We played for less than 5mins when we decided to walk around.Because we were considerate people and wanted to let the people behind us to give the puzzle a try too. After awhile, we came back to that same booth and saw a young girl ard the age of about 8 trying to solve the puzzle.He mum was helping her. Sweet you might declare.But....wait.There's more.We thought it was sweet too.But that woman was taking her own sweet time even though there were lots of people behind her who wanted to try a hand at the puzzle.If she had mumbled a sorry at least, Gwen and I would have felt contented to know that at least she is sorry for making us wait.But that F***ed up piece of shit did nothing.Not even an appology.Not even acknowledging our presence. After a while,that young girl left for some other booth.The woman continued to try. Try.and.TRY.We were still waiting mind you.With lotsa people behind us as well.After a while, that little girl came back again.She stepped on my foot and did not even have the courtesy to say Sorry.Well, at that point, I was already pissed.To the core.So, mum and daughter kept trying.N0n-stop.Oblivious to the fact that there were other people who were waiting to try as well. In the end,that f***ed up piece of shit and her daughter managed to solve the puzzle.Mind you, don't you come and tell me that they solved the puzzle by being determined and patient. The reason why they managed to solve the puzzle was because they realised that all the various blocks has numbers written on them and these numbers would aid in the solving of the problem if it is ordered sequentially.Even after solving the puzzle, that piece of shit still had the audacity to say loudly "oh, so easy, just place them in order.Even now, while im recalling the incident, my blood is still boiling.So F***ing inconsiderate.No wonder the daughter behaves like a brat too.Like mother,like daughter.BITCH.Overall, we spent 1hour plus waiting and waiting and waiting in an air-conditioned place with our stomachs empty.ARGH. Though we were pissed with that woman, we managed to go up to the 2nd level to search for resources.Found some useful ones.Still pissed.Went to cwp's popular after that cause Gwen wanted to get stationary to calm her down.There,I ended up playing hide & seek.All because I wanted to avoid seeing S.Haha,it was nerve-wrecking.Trying to hide and seek.Haha.Despite my attempts to avoid S, S saw me in the end.Shit happens.haha.Thanx Gwenie for playing Hide & Seek with me. So fun right?????Ya right.I never wanna go through it again. All the above happened on a single day-Friday. Now, to the current issues.South Africa's delegates are stressed.They feel like quitting.But, they know they can't.They have to perservere.Because of SMUN 2006, delegates of South Africa have been going home late like about 10plus for me and 9plus for Gwen.This has been happening for the past 1 week.Im in deep shit.Haven studied for Lit.South Africa has taken up too much of my time,too much of everything in actual fact.Well,the good news is that the position paper has been given the ok.Now,we just have to send it to the organisers.Bad news.... There's more shit to come.Its been a ride i'll never forget.Too much work in too little time. Gwen and I have already made plans to go to some beach on the last day of SMUN 2006 to scream our lungs out.We need it.Now I just feel too tired to even study for Lit.I know i should.N i probably will try to read something at least.But i guess that whatever that goes into my brain will just come out an hour later.Too tired to absorb.Too drained. Press on Gwen, rehearsals on Tues, till late I think.SMUN 2006 in about a week. It's the constant and determined effort that breaks down all resistance and sweeps away all obstacles. - Claude M. Bristol

This week wasn't that bad even though I have not done what im supposed to do.Met up with my friend for dinner on Friday.Thank God for the Public Holiday.It was definitely a much needed break : )Went to Taka to get something for Gwendex.Had dinner at Swensen's to celebrate my friend's B'dae.His treat.Haha.As usual, i did not finish my food.Surprisingly, I couldn't even eat much of the ice-cream.After dinner, we basically slacked ard while waiting for the movie to start."when a stranger calls" is full of suspense, but in my opinion, there wasn't a plot.there wasn't a story.Just some crazy stranger who decided to make pranks calls to a babysitter who was babysitting 2 kids in a super huge mansion.After the movie, we went for a drink.Thanx to the alcohol, I had a proper sleep for once.A sleep where nothingness invaded my mind.Saturday was spent lazing ard and reading all the books that Jezz brought to my house.Now, its already Suunday and I have not done anything related to schoolwork.Sigh.



I sat in a meadow whilst a breeze blew across the fields.
Bolstering the sweet smells of timber and grass.
I close my eyes and with nothingness.
I feel.
I feel the unknown where you abide.
Where the simple joys ride the breeze, like the melody of your song.

As I sat, reflecting, I perceived shapes rescinding in form.
I sensed the oneness of life.
Then while sitting, a breeze commences to blow.
Purging from within.
It ensues across my hands.
I feel its' phenomenon in my heart.
I probe its' delights.
Like the songbird, my spirit sings in the valleys of my heart.
Its' hymn echoing through my soul.
Like indigenous sounds in a forest.
Brimming with Gold.

...

Your Japanese Name Is...

Mihoko Yoshida

What's your Japanese Name?

Your Irish Name Is...

Gemma Keane

What's your Irish Name?

I'm SORRY

Im sorry.I know we were supposed to meet at Kallang theatre today.Honestly, I'm just too tired to even step out of my room during the weekends because the weekdays in school have drained me.totally drained me.In the past, when i was in secondary school, resting was kept at a minimal because I felt that life is too precious for me to sleep too much only to be awake to realise that yet another day has passed.Now,sleeping is my favourite hobby.My only hobby. I know its time i caught up with you and the rest.I can't say much because I know another sorry wouldn't help.I'll make it up to you.I promise.Today was supposed to be a day where i would get to see my best friends, good friends and casual friends together, something which rarely happens. But i screwed all that by simply refusing to go.By cancelling out at the very last minute.I fervently hope that tomorrow's ice-cream plans will go according to plan because I promise to keep my promise.I promise not to cancel out even though laziness will drown me till sleep is inevitable. School's been getting boring.Both Miss Vyna and Mr Yeo screamed at my class on Thursday because we were not producing what we were supposed to.It sucks when teachers get angry.Blaming them for getting angry is simply out of the question because the root of the problem lies with us.It is indeed our laziness that sweetly tempts us not to do our work even though we know we should.Time is precious.The race is not over.The end is nearing.I have to start doing something productive.I have to start soon.real soon.All because the end is nearing.


I know saying sorry never helped and wouldn't help but honestly I'm truly sorry for not being there today.Being there with you guys.SORRY.

late.nights.early.mornings.


Leaving for AMK soon.after that will be shopping n lunch with 03.
homework's not done though i promised myself that by Friday i will clear something.
Hell ya, there's always Sunday where i can cram all my undone homework and hate myself for not doing everything earlier.
But, how for many weekends can i really forgo studying?
Because the A's is nearing.soon.
Its either.
Do.
Or
Die.

For all those who haven officially started studying.Pls START NOW!
Its our FINALS.
Its the Last Lap.
Its either...
We make it.
Or.
We don't.

And.
I'm SURE we'll all MAKE IT.

IF we STUDY...

Get a Life

Its simply the simple things in life that matters. Took a long walk y'dae with Sil who put me back on track.who told me that ultimately no one matters.not her.not him.not they.but ME. It was that long walk with her that made me realise how much i miss HER.HIM.THEM. The people who have NEVER FAILED to be there. The ONES who MATTER. The ONES who CARED. Every Second. It amazes me how much we have all changed. From immature, childish kids to serious, mature adults. Though the rest are a tad older than me, it doesn't matter and it never did. Age was never an obstacle.To our friendship. Sometimes its extremely hilarious when i think about the stuff people do.or say.its just so ridiculous.PEOPLE BITCH.Non-stop. I won't deny the fact that i've bitched.but.there's a limit to what i've said or will ever say.Admit it.you bitch too.everybody bitches about anybody and everybody.thats just the harsh truth about life. There are indeed some people in this world who try hard to be neutral when problems arise.Some have succeeded in their quest to be neutral.Some have not. What I simply detest is people who try to be neutral by GOING AROUND telling everyone that they have NEVER BITCHED and will NEVER BITCH because its simply against their religion and principles. Some people pray before they eat because they want to thank god for the food. This shows that they truly believe in God and their religion. Its blatantly obvious that God would not want us to bitch about others. Then why do people who pray before they eat BITCH about others even though they go around telling people that BITCHING is against their principles and against God. This, i simply cannot understand. If u really wanna show that u are neutral and haven bitched, then KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT or else go bang ur head on the wall several times till u get some sense knocked into you, though its a tough job getting sense into the heads of people like u. seriously.i pity the wall. Its people like you who eavesdrop on other people's conversations and exaggerate what u hear. Exaggeration, i believe, is for people who have nothing better to do in their lives, thus causing them to exaggerate DRASTICALLY what they hear, just so that they can see the birth of conflicts. Go, GET a LIFE, PEOPLE! In the first place, eavesdropping on someone else's conversation is WRONG. Didn't your parents teach you that it is WRONG? Didn't your parents teach you manners? You claim that one of your parent is in a good high flying career.Then, why are u like that i wonder.I can't tell you to change your attitude simply because i don't have a right to. What i think you should change first is to stop eavesdropping on other people's convos, second would be for you to either stop bitching or stop telling people that u've never bitched and never will. Because thats an outright lie as you have bitched.alot.non-stop.ask anyone.They'll tell you the TRUTH.SO.GO.GET.A.LIFE.

I always used to say.him.her.them.people change.But.I don't think.I will.But.honestly.I did.I've learnt.a lesson.or rather.many lessons.bitter.sweet.harsh.refreshing.snapping me.back.to reality. I've seen.the truth.embraced.the wild.danced.under.the stars.beneath.the ever darkening sky.I've sung.songs.of.sorrow.happiness.I've touched.the sand.run it through.my fingers.felt the warmth.of.the sun.on my skin.played.in the rain.drenched.slept.under.the sky.dreaming.deep.flying.high.

It feels weird.On the other hand,it never felt right.even from the very start.

People change.its the truth.undeniably a fact too.I mean it has been bothering me for eons.it feels good to let it all out.to let my emotions show.to let the truth speak for itself.I can't possibly hide my feelings any longer.i can't run anymore.Yet,i can't stop to walk the road with you.sounds contradictory.but go figure.it makes sense.at least to me.I tried hard to ignore."Ignorance is bliss", the issue that always surfaces during my convo's with Euphe.Ran.Gwen.Gesh.Jeev.Others. Its indeed true that ignorance brings about a semblance of bliss but can we verily deny the fact that ignorance brings about mental torture too?the agonising debate that you have in your mind.to say or not to say.to do or not to do.I'm trying hard to follow the advice of MK and the rest of my 03 clique.its hard not to bother and to not be bothered.its hard to pretend that the world is perfect.its hard not to delve deeper into issues.But im gonna try.its a promise to them.the mark of a new ideology for me.the road seems long.the troubles seem never ending.the discordances never seem to stop.its a battle. within myself.around myself.its time to let it all go.time for a "brand new" start.the journey's definitely not gonna be easy.But i see a glimmer of hope.a ray of sunshine.faint light.

Finally, the damn depressing destruction of the mind boogling bloody block tests is over. its a screw up.im sure.a MAJOR screw up.shit happens.

I've been noticing something for quite some time.its bothering me.Thank God for the fantabulous wonderful friends.Friends who see me through each day with their words of wisdom and firm support. i treasure.i love.i care.

Its amazing how people can change and i mean CHANGE DRASTICALLY, within a period of 1 week. Well, i've made a decision after careful consideration.i'm gonna stand by what i believe.STRONGLY.FIRMLY.





I'm on my guard.

Comprehending.

Sometimes its really hard to comprehend why people behave the way they do. The world is selfish and denying that fact is just one of the superficial ways to escape from it. Selfishness is a disease, an epidemic.One that spreads and never stops until a kind soul of a different mentality sees it as their responsibility to change the typical mindset of most human beings. Life is short, so why not enjoy, smile and laugh till the cows come home, instead of bickering over the smallest things and hurling pain evoking words in anger? The nature of human beings is indeed one that is of controversy.Its complex, thus requiring one to be critical of oneself in order to understand the depth and perplexity of the entire issue. I was just reading an article about the complexities faced in the process of trying to understand a human being. Its not easy. I assume no one ever said it was. When people argue, for instance a boyfriend and his girlfriend, they would each automatically go, you simply don't understand me nor my feelings(this is just my assumption, though its a known truth). No one can ever understand another human being perfectly.Thats just how it is. Some people even find in tough understanding themselves.Its definitely not wrong if u can't understand yourself simply because understanding oneself comes from the trials and tribulation one faces throughout his journey of life. Well, experience matters. There's no point in shutting yourself out from the world, thinking that you'd be safe because experience in handling the complex issues of life comes from exposure to the world.

Its hard to let go.
But its even harder to move on.
Choices were made.
Hopes were dashed.
Dreams were wrecked.
Days became weeks.
Weeks became months.
Months became years.

The rest is history.

bits n pieces

Plaza Singapura.chicken rice.ice-lemon tea.chocolates.flowers.movies.talks.beach walks.chalet.bbq.letters.colours.taxis.142.music.magazines.Burger King.levis.law.coffee.hugs.chain.earrings.ring.orchard.starbucks.cheesecake.coffee bean.shopping.mp3.stingray.oyster omelette.wine.fried rice.vodka.8th december.smiles.long john silvers.davidoff.balloons.anklet.black.white.east coast.meridian.

Walking Aimlessly.

From Nadd

The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. Need to mention the sex of their target.

1) He's gotta love me for who I am
2) He's gotta be like me-->perfection of the imperfect
3) He's gotta be a real man.I mean it.A real Man.
4) He's gotta go running with me at 5am.
5) He's gotta have piercing deep eyes.
6) He's gotta be special,--One of a kind in this universe!
7) He must be the only one who catches my eye in a room full of guys looking like Brad Pitt.
8) Honesty is a definite must!

I can't really tag any1 on the above coz apparently every1 has done this b4. :(

Neway now for updates on my non-existent social life due to the wonderful long hours i spend in sch slacking. I should be putting in effort to listen during lectures. I should be doing my homework instead of blogging.I should STOP procastinating.Repeat!!!!no updates on my social life coz its simply non existent at the moment.

Walking.
Endlessly.
Watching.
Patiently.
Listening.
Carefully.
Whispering.
Softly.
Wandering.
Aimlessly.

Love.Appreciation.Friendship.

"But friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life;and thanks to a benevolent arrangement of things, the greater part of life is sunshine"
-Thomas Jefferson
Thanx a MILLION peeps for all the wonderful presents and the beautiful flowers.Special thanks to 05A23 for all the laughter,fun and warmth.

Valentine's day, a day for love and appreciation. But shouldn't love and appreciation be shown every single day?

The day was great, but my mind brought back the memories of the valentines we celebrated together. It was a great few years,full of rain, sunshine and warmth. Sometimes I ponder if things would have been better if I had just given us a second chance. But then again, as both you and I know, we are poles apart, in our thoughts,in our dreams and in our characters. Opposites attract? I beg to differ.

Last Year

Last year, on this day, I was at Orchard shopping for you with my gals.
Last year, on this day, I was at your place spending time with your family while awaiting the clock to strike 12.
Last year,on this day, when the clock struck 12, I was warmed by a big hug from you.
Last year,on this day, after your warm embrace, you made for me supper.I still remember it was tom yam noodles followed by a bottle of wine.
Last year,on this day, We had a long talk, shared our dreams with one another and believed that nothing could ever tear us apart.



I keep thinking about the memories i have of you, me and us.

Happy Valentine's Day People.Cherish all your loved ones coz u'll never know when they might be gone.

SCF.Silver paint.CNY.Homwerk.

The CNY holiday was actually quite a few days and i told myself that no matter what, i'll complete my homewerk.even if it kills me.But as usual(no surprises there) i did not even finish anything proper unless u count the poem analysis by Miss Baey which was due last Friday and 1 history summary which was due the week before last weekGreat,i am never going to stop being lazy. Arghhh!!!!!!!!!! I so terribly hate rushing through homewerk last min. Neway enough of my grumblings coz nothing can be done, except for me to stop procastinating and go and attempt to do something related to clearing that long list of overdued homewerk.

Now now, for more fun stuff! Updates about my CNY holiday!Heheh!
School on Fri was good.The concert wasn't that bad. Slacked at CWP with Serena n Gwendi for awhile before we had a mini deep conversation before we left for home.Ahem! Sometimes its an issue of mind over matter. Serena feels that if a certain sum1 and i have a certain something, we should just get together instead of me being wanting to be independent all the time. What she said made sense, but only to a certain extent.I can't afford to lose that friendship should things go wrong in our relationship. Well, now its just me and my 'A's. For now, Gwen n i share the same plan(inside joke).

On Saturday, i ended up at my aunt's place in CCK where i had food, oh more glorious food.I'm turning out to be such a greedy pig each passing day.But do i like give a damn about eating alot??? Honestly, not really! AS long as Gwen n I are together, its just food and more food baby.HeheH.
After dinner, i came home kinda late and basically slacked about till abt 4am coz i just couldn't sleep as usual. Sunday came and went by like a breeze.I spent the day reading, reading and more reading. Reading is like a great way to escape from reality, its better than alcohol,coz there aren't any wasted nights. But once again, alcohol rules too.Especially if u have great company like Bry and Co who are great drinking buddies coz they never seem to get drunk.i love u guys loads.Neway back to the topic of how i spent my CNY holidays : )

On Sat, Serena asked me if i wanted to go to de beach on Mon and i was undecided coz i promised Sanjeev Swensens.Ultimately in the end, i went to the beach with Gwen,Serena, Jud and Jud's BF.Was still kinda sick.All that flame stuck down my throat.But still i had fun.Took neoprints at Northpoint after which we headed to Sembawang beach.We shared a bacardi.Just for the fun of it. Serena's mum makes great BBQ chicken wings and im still attempting to find de secret ingredient. Took lotsa pics which will be uploaded later.Neway Jud's camera dropped after Geraldine helped us to take a photo. The side of the digi became dented and the paint was like coming out abit.The damage was obvious and thus the SCF went on a major quest for silver marker to paint back the chipped part of the digi cam. From sembawang beach, we took a cab down to sembawang shopping centre.Most of the shops were closed and we had no choice but to look high n low for silver paint in Giant. Our efforts went wasted though we tried to cover the chipped part by using some car thingy found at Giant. Having left without much of a choice, we took 2 cabs down to Jud's place. There i was like squeezing Gwen n pushing Serena in front of me coz of Jud's dog.lol.was a funny scene. Thank god there weren't any pics of my expression at that point of time.lol. Had lotsa stuff to eat and there was SUSHI!!!!!!!! dun drool kk? played taboo and yakked quite a bit. Jud and Sebast ended up at my place after that, coz i had to take my homewerk n clothes.They made Gwen jealous by taking pictures with my baby bro.haha.Den Jud n i proceeded to Gwen's house where we ate, yakked,did overdued homewerk abit and den Jud went to sleep. Gwen and i continued with our werk till our eyes couldn't take it anymore. But still we had a long, deep, lovely, thought provoking conversation.Remember our plan ok gwendi??? We went to bed at 5am+ and i woke up at 7am.Forced myself to sleep again and i woke up at 8, after which i woke Jud and she woke Gwen in turn. Had breakfast with Gwendi's family and we just yakked and joked.Damn fun.I like. All that talk about horoscopes to weight to school to food and sneak-ins.So random.So mucha memories. We slacked for awhile more before Jud and i left for home. I cancelled Iris's tuition coz i was too tired. Ended up at habourfront.Den in TB and finally back home where i slept for at least an hour plus. Now, im just blogging away though the load of homewerk on my table's scaring me.


Though i din't manage to finish all my homwerk, CNY holidays were GREAT with my SCF!!!!!!!! (inside joke) : ) Now its back to slacking for awhile more before i get down to econs. With lotsa love.

When i was younger, i always wanted to know why things happened the way they did. I always questioned my parents, God and myself.The answer never came. Right now i realise that its best to live first then question later. Right Gwen?lol. Haiz: ) , wanted to blog about lotsa stuff today, but guess what?????????i'm going to de beach with the gals. Blog later. lotsa lurve......

She hides her pain,
Under all those perfected practiced smiles
She dances through the dark night
Beneath the scattered stars
She sings softly
While the rain pours down
She closes her eyes
With only sweet memories flooding her mind.

Something's bothering me and each time i think about it,i fall & i fall hard.
Its bringing me down, down to the dark endless tunnel where i get lost and confusion colours my mind.
Where everything that seemed so right was actually wrong to even begin with.
It feels like i'm walking down this long road, where memories just come swirling in.
I feel lost and emptyness fills me to the brim.


Just spoke to Kunal abt some stuff thats bothering me Big time.Thanx for listening.U made my day Big Time!Now, gonna call shan.BYE!

Life has to go on...

Grandfather's in hospital and family members r in a difficult situation where they are simply not sure if its worth taking the risk by letting him undergo another operation. Death is inevitable and this is a fact that no one can change. The thought of sitting for my A's scares me but yet i can't wait for it to be over.I know that I'm contradicting myself but thats just how im feeling right now.My grandfather has always been telling me that he can't wait to see me in Uni but he's afraid that he might not live that long. Each time he says that, disappointment seeps into me and i sink into utter depression. Instead of procastinating, i should be doing something about it.


Just like what Gwen said, hopefully this silly stupid msunderstanding will strengthen our friendship.And i know it will. Life's too short for regrets and No 1's perfect, so the best thing to do would be to forgive and forget. Coz i know that Gwen loves me to much to live without my presence.hahaz. Misunderstandings are part and parcel of life but they should not become our life coz life is simply too short for grudges :)


Nadd tagged me, so here it goes...

In no particular order, list down 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see at school, 2 teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.

1) Siva(aussie)
2) Shradha
3) Gwen
4) Judith
5) Sanjeev
6) Kapil
7) Shan
8) Serena
9) Miss Vyna
10) Jillene
11) Mr Yeo
12) Ruthra
13) Ran
14) Shima
15) Jay

So what do you think about number 4?
She ROCKS!My late night crapping pardner: )

What would you do if number 15 slapped you on de face?
He wouldn't i hope : )N if he did i swear i wouldn't be standing still doing nothing.

How nice is number 6?
Nice would be an understatement coz he's practically nice every sec.

On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.
He's cute.He's adorable.And he's nice.Definitely an 8.

Would you ever fall for number 11?
WAT???????Like Hello? i don't have de habit of falling in love with my teacher!

Honestly if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?
I would cry and maybe crying is an understatement coz i wouldn't want to lose a frend like her.

What sport would you play with number 12?
Soccer,though i would definitely lose...hahaz.

What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
I will be like, great for ya buddy, so i guess its adoption for ya then.lol.

Do you hate number 9?
ABSOLUTELY NOT!!! She's just so lovable, understanding and approachable.My saviour when im down. : )

How much do u like number 2?
"Like" is not a good word coz love in friendship cannot be measured. : )

Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
Haha.The world would be on fire.

Would 14 one day kill you?
Maybe, coz i haven been catching up with her...

Who do u like more? 3 or 10?
Aha...10's great but im closer to 3.Again, "like" is an understatement!

Get 5 people to do this thing.
Gwen.Shradha.Kapil.Serena.Euphemia.

Looking Forward

New Year's Eve was BlasTingly Bombastic with Euphe and de rest. GetdeFunkOut wasn't too bad.I expected it to be worse.But then again, nothing beats the company i had on dat day. No doubt i was tired and toxicated with alcohol courtesy of Bry,Shal,Euphe and Bala. But seriously it was a wonderfully fantabulous day out. In de morning i was at Shal's place in Ecp waiting for that idiotic *forever late* Bryan to arrive. This time he beat the record. He was late for exactly 4hours and 46mins. Wad de hell right? Being the nice people we were, shal n i decided to let him off just because it was New Year's Eve or else he would have been a couple of hundreds poorer!!! haha. Neway de party at Shal's place was definitely de Highlight of de day besides Bala's party at Mohamed Sultan. Friendship's about making time for one another. People change.And i guess so do i.Thats life.But if Bry can make it for the party though he's freaking busy helping dad and all, i dun understand why the rest could not turn up. Could it be that that they were not bothered or maybe im just being too paranoid. But missing all the gatherings and i repeat ALL the gatherings just points out de fact that some are moving away. Those who were present just point out the fact that this bond among us is something that they treasure. Well, no 1's perfect and i guess that people tend to move away even though i stubbornly refuse to admit that to Shal. Well, thanx a million Shal for Hosting a wonderful & not forgetting Yummalicious New Year's Eve party. Bry, thanx for ur countless advices though most of them were useless.LoL. But nevertheless, thanx for lending a listening ear. 2006 and its time for new memories, new challenges. Time to venture forth with a strength never seen before. Time to push on with determination. And most of all, time to STOP BEING LAZY!!!

Changes
Changes happen everyday
In oh so many ways
Some for good and some for bad
And you don't have a say

For it is this thing called life
Over which we have no control
But people often think they do
By making things called goals

But life goes the way it wants to
While we are making other plans
And change in life is certain
Coz it's all part of de master plan

For we would stagnate and die
If change did not exist
So just do de best you can
As through your life your whisked
(written by Bry.Shal.Ben.Jeev.Me)