People change.its the truth.undeniably a fact too.I mean it has been bothering me for eons.it feels good to let it all out.to let my emotions show.to let the truth speak for itself.I can't possibly hide my feelings any longer.i can't run anymore.Yet,i can't stop to walk the road with you.sounds contradictory.but go figure.it makes sense.at least to me.I tried hard to ignore."Ignorance is bliss", the issue that always surfaces during my convo's with Euphe.Ran.Gwen.Gesh.Jeev.Others. Its indeed true that ignorance brings about a semblance of bliss but can we verily deny the fact that ignorance brings about mental torture too?the agonising debate that you have in your mind.to say or not to say.to do or not to do.I'm trying hard to follow the advice of MK and the rest of my 03 clique.its hard not to bother and to not be bothered.its hard to pretend that the world is perfect.its hard not to delve deeper into issues.But im gonna try.its a promise to them.the mark of a new ideology for me.the road seems long.the troubles seem never ending.the discordances never seem to stop.its a battle. within myself.around myself.its time to let it all go.time for a "brand new" start.the journey's definitely not gonna be easy.But i see a glimmer of hope.a ray of sunshine.faint light.