Goodbye.

It felt so good to cry.And let it all out.Its been 2years and 9 months since "us" became just you and me, and not "us" anymore. With the year drawing to a close I have been thinking too much about what could have been if "us" had still existed. I have forgiven but I have not forgotten.And by not forgetting, I have become numb and unfeeling towards emotions.How ironical.

I know I have to clear everything that reminds me of "us" and though I have not gotten around to doing so, I have made a promise, a promise to myself, that I will clear everything, every single fragment of everything that reminds me of "us" before the year draws to an end.This is a promise.
Yesterday, a message got deleted not by me, but by someone else.I wanted to delete another one today but I could not find that phone.The phone that holds an ocean of memories.

Thanks for the shoulder and thanks for you being you by simply just being there.
Much appreciated.

Enough of the past because now I'm looking forward to my future.The future without you.
Goodbye.