whathurtsthemost.

Its been a rollercoaster of emotions.Mind boggling, heart wrenching and emotions swirling moments for the past few months. I am tired. Truly tired. I don't think I can go on further. And even if I do manage to stumble through, my legs will give way soon. Because I am tired. I truly am. This journey has been emotionally draining and I just want to let go without truly wanting to let it all go. I guess thats life as we all say when we encounter situations like that. Its ok to be HB as Gwen once said.And though I keep telling myself that, I just cannot seem to pick myself up totally and just move away. Because each time I try, I fall. Harder. Deeper.All over again. Well, I guess I just gotta wait and see where all this ends.

its ok to be HB.right.

Rascal Flatts-What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do